Breathe in, breathe out.

fat girl ftw. tuanyuanfan @ gparents' house, sitting at the teppanyaki side=bbqed food and not boiled ones. but still v yummy cny first day - gparents' house again, followed by grandaunt's place. the much anticipated kueh pie tee was eaten up by our distant fatty cousins grrrrr. so much for saving our stomach space at gparents' house earlier. cny second day - camped at gparents' house, grandmum's sisters and their families visited. mega boring, idk anyone there at all just collect ang paos only $_$ cny third day - lunch at dad's half indian friend's place. omg super nice fusion of food: indian curry, malay beef rendang, roti sth, chinese chup chye yummy ttm! then followed by dinner at bon's place bon has got to be the nicest host ever - shabu shabu, wine, dessert! i think we messed up his house and there were a lot of leftovers but it was still great fun, esp watching him make his blueberry-apple pie which suddenly made cooking seem so easy. tmr ...

Sacrificing relationships as a result of pursuing my wants. But I'm not done yet. How ironic. I still want time to do JSP@NUH, driving lessons, Mrs L's english thing, relief teaching, coffee bean barista, gong cha/koi crew, admin work at some office... It's funny how I can still remain so aloof despite knowing that I've lost so many good friends over just this period of a month or so. Must have been my procrastination at work. Cancelling appointments the day before, ignoring a lot of messages, skipping outings because I'm too tired... What the hell. Intern is finally ending on 31st Jan (Y) Made good friends with the nurses (who are older than me by 10-20 years); listened to their nurses' small talk which made me realise that if I don't correct my PMSsy behaviour, my colleagues in the future would likewise bitch about me to the newer workers. Walked down Clarke Quay/SGP river today during lunch with them. Reminded me of the time when M, TF and I pang sehed th...

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag Drifting throught the wind Wanting to start again Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin Like a house of cards One blow from caving in Do you ever feel already buried deep Six feet under scream But no one seems to hear a thing Do you know that there's still a chance for you Cause there's a spark in you You just gotta ignite the light And let it shine Just own the night Like the Fourth of July ( hehehe) Fireworks - Katy Perry I. Need. A. Job. >:( Post As has been pretty fun but the thought of spending another 6 months playing and rotting away doesn't seem very appealing after all. With my allowance of $200+ per month, going out everyday and spending close to $30 each day on food+movies+shopping means that I'm spending beyond my means. I should start jogging regularly now too :/ Oh yaaaaaa overdue pictures hehe. 3dec10-fruit farm+ostrich farm Was greeted by a v interesting sight when we entered. Not our fault lol, we chanced upon two ...

without home cooked food. Getting damn sick of this already but it'll prob continue on like that for the next few years or so. Told my dad i miss home cooked soup, then he was like so easy, got marmite, and went to make his instant soup. My brother took a sip and went to spit it out in the toilet. Anti-marmite, like my mum. I shall master the art of cooking a decent meal for the family

He was my favourite and i kissed him <3 <3 <3 (haha can imagine that disgusted look on someone's face) Sometimes happy memories like this keep you going. Yea i'm finally moving on 4 years after my brother killed him though i'm partly to be blamed too.

Heehee my aunt's adopted stray dog had die-oh-rea this morning and she brought it down again for a walk and this time my aunt didn't restrain it, like she let it walk to some ulu garden where it started eating some weird grass. And after that its appetite improved and it went back to its 2 bowls of rice diet -.- Haha not bad eh. If i go into TCM line, i'll rope it in as my assistant and let it scavage arnd in ulu gardens to look for random grass to treat my unknowing patients ^^ Btw donteatdinosaurs sounds like a nicer blog name hmmm...