It's all just static in my head- Goodbye 2011. What a ride. Honestly doubt I started 2012 well. Some truths are better off untold, better passed off as jokes or crudely repackaged as lies. I don't know how to rephrase my thoughts and feelings, I'd rather someone eventually finds the words for them. They say to go on and pursue what you want in life and thus to live with no regrets. Liars. Some issues are better off stagnant and unmoved. Isn't this all a little too late for regret? There was someone that I could have been (or maybe wanted to be) - I could have changed the way I thought, talked, acted. There were things that I could have done better to work towards the final goal. One semester down. Seven more to go. Seven more to pick up from where I left off. I'm not even sure if this is what I want now. There's this awkward stage now too. Times when I blabbered too much, without even thinking. Holy. Cow. How. To. Get. Out. Of. This. School is starting :( And I...