Breathe in, breathe out.

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it really just another crush? Cause I've tried and tried to walk away HAHAHAH and so these are some of the random photos in my phone! Couldn't find a way to post them up even tho I must blatantly admit that they're good shots -self-praise- thaankzzz. During dinner ytd, my mum realised that I haven't been going to school in the mornings and so in a feeble attempt to get my ass in school for 8am math lectures on mondays, I told her to wake me up at 6 HAHA omg. I think this plan will still fail COS IM STILL AWAKE. and your point is???

DIFFERENCE Anna Kamieńska Powiedz mi jaka jest różnica między nadzieją, a oczekiwaniem bo moje serce tego nie rozumie Ciągle się rani o szkło oczekiwania ciągle się gubi we mgle nadziei… Tell me what’s the difference between hope and waiting because my heart doesn’t know It constantly cuts itself on the glass of waiting It constantly gets lost in the fog of hope Translated by Grazyna Drabik and David Curzon >:D Passing Phase. So confused lol.

controlcontrolcontrol logged into xxxxx and AM DAMN HAIRPEE NOW hahahahahahaha #heartmelt

1) Am so gonna regret how i've been living my life these past 6 months. 2) Not gonna get my freakinggggg Class 3 license before uni starts fml. FTT earliest date is only in Sept currently for SSDC students. Yessss manual cars ftw. I love the gear changing thingy LOL, but so hard to pass -.- 3) Im freaking 52.5kg now. So shameless of me to say it here but wth i need motivation to lose weight. And i grew 3cm taller! K to make things sound better, to grow 3cm taller, I gained 4kg. So tempted to try out that bioessence cream to burn away my fats. (No, don't talk to me about exercising and healthy diet cos exercising doesnt work for me AT ALL, i only lose like 1-2kg after sweating so much, or maybe im just plain lazy HAHAHA). 2 meals per day, no carbo, spam water=45kg by my birthday!!! 4) Because demand for money exceeds supply of monetary income, I have resorted to borrowing money from my parents to fund a lot of things. This is what I get for not getting an office receptionist job...

As my eyes fall upon twilight I am submerged in tender speeches Transmitting feelings, fervent, earnest Make haste into this love Becoming mingled into its strength Remembering the whispers of his kiss The heart of his touch Give me grace to endure this Guard me against this unstoppable journey I shall be faithful to him ever after 7 more days. Can't wait ♥

Failed dim sum breakfast. Peas and beans and yucky hard to chew beef steak. sthsthsth.com spam email forwarded from yours truly. 5am msn conversations. Salty strawberry jam (!). Mexican food. Gym and binge. Choc buffet. Pre-prelim survivor's present. 24/12 earliest morn movie. Angus thongs and perfect snogging. Sherlock Holmes. Go find a psychic. Earth hour. Last sunrise of '08. 2011 countdown after work. 9am dates --> meet at 10ish. You: sorry will be late, reach at 9.30 instead. Me (after several phone calls): omg i just woke up. And vice versa. Indian food (yummy yoghurt drink). And many more. Thanks for the memories :)

CC's birthday is only in March but he has requested for oreo cheesecake already! Da Shao Ye hurhur. So anw, this cake looks yummy rightttt, cc! *hint hint* When things don't work out at home, there's always friends to count on to make life bearable~ I was pleasantly surprised when guodong gave us christmas presents and his taste is not bad, considering the fact that he got advice from michelle ("cute and gigantic stuff") HAHA. My temper's been rly nasty recently because of the ticking time bomb at home argh i want more sleepovers. Yay for tmr/today cos we're planning to stay out late @ vivo just like the old times. I think we have too many random anniversaries but heck, it's an excuse to treat ourselves to nice food heehee. Title of the post is taken from the bollywood movie 3Idiots, very funny but it's not the typical nonsense kind of indian comedy hehe.

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag Drifting throught the wind Wanting to start again Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin Like a house of cards One blow from caving in Do you ever feel already buried deep Six feet under scream But no one seems to hear a thing Do you know that there's still a chance for you Cause there's a spark in you You just gotta ignite the light And let it shine Just own the night Like the Fourth of July ( hehehe) Fireworks - Katy Perry I. Need. A. Job. >:( Post As has been pretty fun but the thought of spending another 6 months playing and rotting away doesn't seem very appealing after all. With my allowance of $200+ per month, going out everyday and spending close to $30 each day on food+movies+shopping means that I'm spending beyond my means. I should start jogging regularly now too :/ Oh yaaaaaa overdue pictures hehe. 3dec10-fruit farm+ostrich farm Was greeted by a v interesting sight when we entered. Not our fault lol, we chanced upon two ...

Where's the pain when you walk out the door It doesn't hurt like it used to before Where's the love that we couldn't ignore It doesn't kick like a pill anymore Where's the thrill at the end of our fights Where's the heat when we turn off the lights missing you - the saturdays lol prom was disastrous hahahahahahahah wth my sis and mum laughed at me!!! watching hp soon rah fat kid is out in the sea and not replying me and im damn bored >:( p.s. the mv for the song above is v hot hehe

Off to the ostrich farm at JB tmr (or rather, today) with 3 generations of Tans haha! Never been on a one day tour together with my cousins+grandparents before heehee. Maybe I'll get to bring back an ostrich egg (and hatch it under my pillow) or get an ostrich soft toy souvenir and add to my current collection on my bed~ Introducing my yet-to-be-named-even-after-2-years-pig-from-kristabelle and scratchy and itchy (from and named by yknwwho). I'm STILL a fat slosh even after exercising. Haha ytd supper was chocolate chip cookies, and today it was coffee milk *very niceeeee*. I hate visiting blogs that are filled with food pictures cos that mental list in my brain on places to go for lunch dates will keep expanding and it's super hard to resist the urge to eat grrrr. I had Soup Spoon consecutively for two days alr, ice cream from Mr Bean (very yummy and refreshing~) and brownies. Damnit all the exercise and sweat wasted. Hur like what he says, the only way to my heart is not ...

Oh, your love is like a symphony -- all around me, running through me. - Switchfoot Love pretty stationery --cottoncandy.sg -- cos it'll make you look forward to doing WORK (ie. study -.-) Love the tight pull of your muscles when you climb 5 stories using that double step method. That kind of strain feels as though you've just had some hardcore workout. Burn fats burn. Die calories die. Love that smelly black kitten; she's finally back in her little home by the letterboxes. I carried her today! Ah pretty little thing! Love Kinder Joy surprises every monday mornings. Those mysterious toys tend to be the same old ones again, disappointing much! Love old photos of the past. Ought to develop a batch of photos soon! On a side note, much as cottoncandy.sg sells so many pretty pens, diaries, notebooks, stamps, freaking cute STICKERS (!!!), i need to RESIST THE TEMPTATION to splurge, because i'm witnessing the repercussions of a spendthrift sister who blasted $50plus just by s...

TADAAAAA PICTURE POST! ;D okay i know someone's birthday is coming up really sooon ^^

"Spongebob: What do you usually do when I’m gone? Patrick: Wait for you to come back" Should really stop spending all my time on the computer. It's like I'm trying to read stuff online, then my sister will come in and keep bugging me to go to all the online forums and shops. And then she'll take over the laptop and pooooof, the entire day is gone cos I can't do much without my laptop grrrrrrrr. Okay apart from a wasted afternoon, the evening was kinda fruitful cos I downloaded a lot of digital scrapbooking stuff, pretty fun to do. Yea I'll do it during the hols or something :) Oh oh and housekeeping haha. I cleaned my room, cleared up my pics from the computer (that explains the sudden surge in photo uploads on FB HAHA) and some REALLY OLD documents.

2009 came by and went so fast, leaving behind a hell lot of memorable (and some i-rly-want-to-forget-asap) events. Entering RJ. Yes, it's been a right choice, but I feel I've became like more apathetic (?). I seemed to have lost my initial goals in life i.e. *cough* pilot+vet+gynae+pedophile. Like in SC, I wanted to go to RJ because of the presence of a certain someone , the uniform and RJ's really cool blocks. Then I was really glad that I was in 6M cos there were altogether 4 of us SC girls, cos SC girls=gossip+bitch+good listening ears+open muggers+cute guys lookout partners. Yeah cos gradually I soon came to realize that closet muggers indeed exist in RJ. So weird right, but I like it that 6M has a lot of JAE students who are pretty easy to talk to, bitch to and confide in as well. And yes, of course, REALLY HELPFUL. Despite how stressful and mugger our class is, I'm rly rly rly thankful for such classmates cos I turn to them most of the time to complain and compl...

Picture post! (: Botanical Gardens before collecting of results on Results Day ( 12 Jan 09 ) We walked around in school uni, think of the smurfy and dove coloured disgusting ironed uniforms, hahaha and i was darn disgusted, coz i was feeding mosquitoes whilst Big Bladder didn't have skin exposed to feed them -.- Saw the cafe near Swan Lake, initially planned to drop by for breakfast after walking one round in the garden, but then after one huge circle, we left the garden for pool. I still want to go back there, and explore the whole place, in anything but school uniform, but then my ungrounded days are limited (in a way).