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Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July (hehehe)

Fireworks
- Katy Perry

I. Need. A. Job. >:(

Post As has been pretty fun but the thought of spending another 6 months playing and rotting away doesn't seem very appealing after all. With my allowance of $200+ per month, going out everyday and spending close to $30 each day on food+movies+shopping means that I'm spending beyond my means. I should start jogging regularly now too :/

Oh yaaaaaa overdue pictures hehe.

3dec10-fruit farm+ostrich farmWas greeted by a v interesting sight when we entered. Not our fault lol, we chanced upon two ostriches mating. Hahaha I got pics that i sent to M and G, not going to post here cos it's animal porn? Should be rated M18 right???

I learnt stuff from the trip actually. The tour guide is v good! Like at least she speaks English. Anw, the ostrich in the pic above is a female ostrich. Like you can tell from the colour of the beak and the feathers.


Yuppp so the ostrich above in this pic is a male one cos it has super sexy 'lips' and nice jet black feathers. It has to be attractive cos it needs to attract females to mate with it. When we were at the farm, there were at least 3 of them making mating calls, like just sitting in the middle and calling for a female. The sound is super distinct and it's entire throat/neck will expand like how your tummy becomes bigger after you drink lots of water HAHA.

There was this particular ostrich that was super friendly hehe it let me play with its neck. My brother and i took turns to grab its neck and start wobbling it and it just wobbled!!! Then the farm owner told us that ostriches don't like people touching/petting their heads, that's why their heads just keep going lower and lower (until it reached close to the floor -.-) whenever my brother pet it HAHA. But it's quite stupid right to let us grab its neck cos i can easily strangle it with just a hand. My crazy simpsons fan brother told me in one episode homer simpson strangled an ostrich wth.

And the ostrich pores are super huge and ugly. Like it doesn't even need an epilator, I can easily used my hand to pull out one of its feathers but obviously will have blood spurting out in my face -.-

6dec2010-prom
Aiya photos on fb im lazy to upload here heh. I didn't like my makeup tho and the fact that my dress felt like it was dropping :/

Ytd-bigbigfeast
Photos also on fb. Marche @ 313 first, then we decided to walk plaza sing for fried mars bars (been craving for it since post prelims!). But we had a stopover at eskimo and sat there to eat starch (milk tea+chewy shaved ice) then became too full for fried mars bars :( Haha the shaved ice desert is nicer at amk hub basement, the shaved ice there tastes more creamy and doesn't melt that fast. Yup being gluttony creatures, we created a list of places that we need to eat at. So far, it's been popoyes, fried mars bar, steamboat at bugis place, sakae, the mexican restaurant cum bar and the restaurant at the top floor of illuma. So much nice food, but so little money. I need to stop borrowing money from cc -.-

Lol im scared for A level results cos the amount of work that I put in for econs and gp is like zilch sianzxzxzxz

P.s watch the vid above. I kind of expected that gay part, but it'll probably disgust alot of people :/

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