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pull the trigger and you're down, down, down

Sacrificing relationships as a result of pursuing my wants.

But I'm not done yet. How ironic.

I still want time to do JSP@NUH, driving lessons, Mrs L's english thing, relief teaching, coffee bean barista, gong cha/koi crew, admin work at some office...

It's funny how I can still remain so aloof despite knowing that I've lost so many good friends over just this period of a month or so.

Must have been my procrastination at work. Cancelling appointments the day before, ignoring a lot of messages, skipping outings because I'm too tired... What the hell.

Intern is finally ending on 31st Jan (Y)

Made good friends with the nurses (who are older than me by 10-20 years); listened to their nurses' small talk which made me realise that if I don't correct my PMSsy behaviour, my colleagues in the future would likewise bitch about me to the newer workers.

Walked down Clarke Quay/SGP river today during lunch with them. Reminded me of the time when M, TF and I pang sehed the class to camwhore at the V-Day cum CNY deco along Clarke Quay.

(ayyy if yall are reading this, let's go down there again soon ok? ^^)

I wasn't there when a best friend was down. I would probably never have known if I hadn't bothered bloghopping. Which is a damn fucking loser way to find out stuff about your best friend, of all people.

T had to send a FB msg to reschedule a cancelled meet up. Argh I feel very awful; she's only back for term break and I couldn't even find time to meet her.

By 31st jan, the family needs to use up vouchers (and they want me to be there).
That CSI exhibition will be over by 20th feb; i promised my mum i'll go with her.

Not enough time srsly.

I hope that BKK trip (with parents only!) after CNY will materialise. I'm using my entire pay (from 12 days of work at the dentist) to fund my expenses and part of my parents'. My act of filial piety, ttly (Y)

And so Im back to Brokekid123.
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krista(bella) said…
I just saw this! It's okay, I'm doing fine <3 Meet up again soon k! Of course, after you've met up with loverboy (who's coming back on the 19th right?) :D Love ya bb!
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