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controlcontrolcontrol logged into xxxxx and AM DAMN HAIRPEE NOW hahahahahahaha #heartmelt

The problem is, I want to stop feeling. Why feel when happiness is short-lived anyway. Don't want to risk falling any deeper. I am the only one who can pull myself out of this shithole. Need to get out of this glass bubble and face reality, look deeper into things and finally realise that humanity is not what it appears to be. Hypocrites, we are. Backstabbers, liars, leeches, bitches, jerks... Problems of a first world country hurhur. Seeking perfection in every way possible is akin to riding on the path of insanity. Frigging give up on everything. So many goddamn formulas to remember for EG1109 MA1505 PC1431. Gonna be the one supporting the bell curve for the cheena pongzzzz, bloody hell. Monday was self-declared pon GEM lecture (again, omg for the 4th time consecutively?) and macs breakfast with GEM people! A eats likka kid deprived of hotcakes omg. Drenching everything in maple syrup omg yucks. Dinner was with KP, T, S and C as usual. S is likka retard omg sucks to have his surn...

http://browse.deviantart.com/photography/?q=happy&order=9&offset=24#/d2nlm0y Nature's first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. Nothing Gold Can Stay by Robert Frost Woke up at 7.30 today which was uh... too late for 8am lecture hahahahah and my dad is overseas = cannot rush in time so heck already heheheh. Damnit 8am lessons on Thu and Fri as well bleaghhhhhh. EG1109 lecture was damn lame, with G anyhow answering VS's questions -.- and he could hear them and G answered wrongly so he stopped the lecture to ask the same question again to make sure that he heard the correct answer?!?! Dinner at Clem Mall was awesummmmm heheheheheheheheheheheheheheh ^^ We had the smoked duck herbal noodle soup (whatever it's called haha) that S introed. Very yummeh first time I finished up everything (Y) And the duck didnt taste g...

Hehehe world's nicest friend. Nice to gossip with. Nice to complain and rant to. Nice to BINGE with. Nice to shop with and look for good deals. Nice to look to for advice. Yea she's gonna be my future schoolmate. (Shall not go into details. We were discussing about her stalker on Charlotte's fs and we concluded that it should be a certain someone whom we both know ahahahahaha) Yes so today we met up at around 4 plus. Window shopped (despite the good deals), each had a pork rib set at cafe cartel (with my set being unlimited flow of bread oh god) and finally walked around at marina sq until we were both so cui and went home :D Hahahaha the epic moment was when we wanted to make our payment and we noticed a young couple sharing a pork rib set and we were stunned cos we actually could gobble up a set each, though I had difficulties cutting my pork ribs. (damn sian ok i watched michelle eat so fast and im like salivating whilst trying to rip the meat off the ribs) today was a...

So this is one of the many occupational hazards of an unemployed teenager (NOT 19 YET!) who happened to bum around at home on Housekeeping Day. Vacuum cleaner ran over the back of my heel, but my scarlet red blood looks fresh here -- abit of a mix between tomato ketchup and red paint. To-do list is getting shorter YAY! Signed up for BTT theory lessons. My mum doesn't trust me to study at home by myself so I've got to complete 2 class based lessons and E-learning, 3 practice tests and pass the trial test before I can take the actual BTT. I highly doubt that I can get my license before uni starts :( Got a new phone finally so no more NS phone! One of the firsts this year: Stepping into Tekong. The facilities look good, if not better than OBS camp site. There's even a vending machine on each level, but who knows maybe it's for show. But I'm damn sure the dorms (?) would stink like mad cos you have 15 sweaty boys sleeping together. Thank God I'm Female (TGIF!)....

Hehe i've been talking so much about my little pony which lives under the ocean, and tadaaaaaaaa, i didn't know little ponies were so cute (click on the image for full view ;D). The dress looks like it's made from some bedsheet but it still looks cool lol! I think it looks better without the words though :\

Hahahaha, I'm a happy kid. 1) The only meal that I had today was waffle and chicky wings 2) Saw _ today at the train station :DDDDDD 3) Omg, _!!!!! 4) History test is over, though it was so screwed =S Okay. Haha, totally wrong reasons to be happy. But point 4's the right reason to be happy btw. Lalalalalalala~ Yes Chicky/daughter-in-law, certain guys from a certain school are hawt. ROFL. xD CE lesson was a waste of time, but at least we had Mr T. Phew. I fell asleep on the table and woke up at the end of the lesson with my butt aching (chair too hard D:), neck aching, head swollen (cos I slept on my hand). Argh. So much for catching 50 minutes of nap time. There's always a reason behind each choice; No, it's not just for the sake of Dad sponsoring driving lessons+license. It's something else . (((: