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suck it up, suck it up

1) Am so gonna regret how i've been living my life these past 6 months.

2) Not gonna get my freakinggggg Class 3 license before uni starts fml. FTT earliest date is only in Sept currently for SSDC students. Yessss manual cars ftw. I love the gear changing thingy LOL, but so hard to pass -.-

3) Im freaking 52.5kg now. So shameless of me to say it here but wth i need motivation to lose weight. And i grew 3cm taller! K to make things sound better, to grow 3cm taller, I gained 4kg. So tempted to try out that bioessence cream to burn away my fats. (No, don't talk to me about exercising and healthy diet cos exercising doesnt work for me AT ALL, i only lose like 1-2kg after sweating so much, or maybe im just plain lazy HAHAHA). 2 meals per day, no carbo, spam water=45kg by my birthday!!!

4) Because demand for money exceeds supply of monetary income, I have resorted to borrowing money from my parents to fund a lot of things. This is what I get for not getting an office receptionist job.

5) I got a fujifilm instax from HK! (this is where money flows out of my pocket...)

6) I just booked a last min flight to TW with M,N,M HAHAHA. After figuring out that it's no point rushing my driving lessons in July.

7) I kinda like travelling now, except the inconvenient part of having to connect to wifi to talk to C. Esp looking for nice food!!! I need to save up ~3k by next June so that I can fly to UK to visit him yay!

8) I haven't talked to my sister since March. We are about to get into an estranged relationship hurhur I can see it coming. I get how it feels when people tell me I should talk to her and tolerate her shortcomings just because I am the older sibling, but no, I'm sorry I can't. I still love my brother a lot cos he's more matured now, so it's easier to communicate with him.

9) I dread uni... There is going to be programming modules in ME. I hate computers, I hate looking at wires and wondering what is what (makes no sense to me). I think I chose the wrong course, 4 years please come and go quickly.

10) I want to follow C overseas... IT'S TOO LATE NOW #$%^&*&^%$#$%^ I WANT TO BE A TAI TAI PLEASE LET C GRADUATE WITH FIRST CLASS HONOURS, START A SUCCESSFUL BIZ, SELL IT OFF AT AN EYE OGLING SUM OF PROFITS, AND MARRY ME AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

#imsoshameless

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c.c said…
Hee you'll get what you want, because c has never feel more motivated! <3

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