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no curtain call

The problem is, I want to stop feeling. Why feel when happiness is short-lived anyway. Don't want to risk falling any deeper. I am the only one who can pull myself out of this shithole.

Need to get out of this glass bubble and face reality, look deeper into things and finally realise that humanity is not what it appears to be. Hypocrites, we are. Backstabbers, liars, leeches, bitches, jerks... Problems of a first world country hurhur.

Seeking perfection in every way possible is akin to riding on the path of insanity. Frigging give up on everything. So many goddamn formulas to remember for EG1109 MA1505 PC1431. Gonna be the one supporting the bell curve for the cheena pongzzzz, bloody hell.

Monday was self-declared pon GEM lecture (again, omg for the 4th time consecutively?) and macs breakfast with GEM people! A eats likka kid deprived of hotcakes omg. Drenching everything in maple syrup omg yucks.

Dinner was with KP, T, S and C as usual. S is likka retard omg sucks to have his surname. He was talking about having to live with people teasing him about his name and I can ttly relate to that :/ Never ever gonna name my kid after my english name or chinese name starting with siew.

Linked people yoz. Charlotte is Hot and Michelle is Sexy. My tumblr acc has the honour of being called Mama hahahahah!

Shawwwwwping after school tmr with TF and M! ♥

Need to join M's nunnery or start my own Me So Cool Spinsters Club AND definitely graduate with double bachelors.

What an incoherent post.
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Charlotte said…
hehe i love the picture of the kitten! esp it's innocent eyes. haha ok i'm hot XD

my stats mod also has lots of formulas haha sucks to be in uni eh
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