Felt so disturbed and stressed that I went on a shopping spree online after so long wheeeee ^^
Met a very obnoxious _____ dude in HR class and omgwtfbbq kill me please, I let him get his way when choosing our topic for HR presentation. Got arrowed to be the leader and I was a sucky one at it damnit I couldnt maintain my stand and was afraid of competition so I chose to back out of this topic (even though we were the first to choose it wtf) and opted for choosing one of the earlier topics to present on. ARGH if only I held my stand and just tell that obnoxious dude that he should just fuck off cos we're sticking to that topic and he should just 1) come out with his own question and submit to the coordinator for approval or 2) choose an earlier topic. ARGH omg hate myself so much.
Thought a lot about the purpose of networking and friendships and I don't get why friendships can't be as simple as just giving someone emotional support, being there through all the ups and downs.. It was through my grandfather's death that I realised so many things haha I'm super thankful for the friends who were there to lend me their listening ears (im sorry if I sounded super sian then!). It was damn hard working and trying to maintain that stoic front but I was just damn jittery on the inside. I had diarrhoea that whole week argh OKAY TOO MUCH INFO HAHAHA. At home, all of us tried to maintain this strong front, I guess we had to appear strong to keep things going... So thank you to the very amazing boyfriend who just sat down with me and cried with me when I couldn't take it and broke down HAHAHA.
Okay now back to lab report argh.
Met a very obnoxious _____ dude in HR class and omgwtfbbq kill me please, I let him get his way when choosing our topic for HR presentation. Got arrowed to be the leader and I was a sucky one at it damnit I couldnt maintain my stand and was afraid of competition so I chose to back out of this topic (even though we were the first to choose it wtf) and opted for choosing one of the earlier topics to present on. ARGH if only I held my stand and just tell that obnoxious dude that he should just fuck off cos we're sticking to that topic and he should just 1) come out with his own question and submit to the coordinator for approval or 2) choose an earlier topic. ARGH omg hate myself so much.
Thought a lot about the purpose of networking and friendships and I don't get why friendships can't be as simple as just giving someone emotional support, being there through all the ups and downs.. It was through my grandfather's death that I realised so many things haha I'm super thankful for the friends who were there to lend me their listening ears (im sorry if I sounded super sian then!). It was damn hard working and trying to maintain that stoic front but I was just damn jittery on the inside. I had diarrhoea that whole week argh OKAY TOO MUCH INFO HAHAHA. At home, all of us tried to maintain this strong front, I guess we had to appear strong to keep things going... So thank you to the very amazing boyfriend who just sat down with me and cried with me when I couldn't take it and broke down HAHAHA.
Okay now back to lab report argh.
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