Gets so damn hard to tide over this period. So this is what being alone feels like -- staring out at the window while it's pouring, 16.5 miles away from home, keep my stomach empty for HOME COOKED CHICKEN RICE but I'm STARVING already. It's like there's no one who really understands that it's hard for someone to remain resilient when shit is thrown at them, or under certain circumstances. So stressed nowww I'm losing my temper over small issues. Need to banish thoughts about giving up.
HAH i just deactivated my FB account. One distraction down finally. Need to concentrate on my tasks at hand and deadlines to meet. Missed the SMU and NUS scholarship/application deadlines even after M reminded me of it. My bad. Bad time management + procrastination. Wondering if I made a mistake in not applying for UK/US unis, since the cost of studying med/dentistry in UK is the same as studying in Aust. The whole of the last week interning has been a test of my patience. Yes impatient patients testing the patience of an 18 year old intern who happens to have zilch experience in PR skills. I don't know how the nurses can deal with them over the phone, like they scold you over the phone and I just passed the phone to the nurse to deal with him/her and when he/she arrived for his/her appt, I glared very hard at the said person, of course being a part of the clinic means I have to give that mandatory smile so heh fake smile to the rescue~ I think i have some bipolar problem cos I can...
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