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begin again


But you throw your head back laughing 
Like a little kid  
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny  
Cause he never did  
And I've been spending the last 8 months  
Thinking all love ever does is 
Break and burn and end  
But on a Wednesday in a cafe 
I watched it begin again


:') ^^ :D
♥♥♥


this month is probably the highlight of 2012 for me hahaha.
experiencing the extreme highs and lows,
too much to tank,
not that i'm complaining about the happy times, of course hehe :P


happy thoughts & sneaky people generally equate to better times to come~
october flew by too fast, too fast to treasure the people around me
but i'm afraid to give too much of my time and attention away,
and then i barely have enough time for AHEM hahahaha,but i know he's always around when i'm finally free.
for that, i'm very thankful.
2310 is quite a nice number too! >:)

letting go of a lot of all that emotional baggage and getting out of that pit,
& then realising that some people are just meant to be a part of your memories, but never your destiny.
so yes, YW is right, "life is sunshine rainbow" when you "no emo"
(i still remember his quote!)

tomorrow marks the start of fundraising event #2
i learnt that you can't always make everyone happy,
but then again, it's not my job to make sure i please everyone :/
at the end of the day, it wouldn't really matter.

visited the materal side grandparents yesterday.
i'm sad because age is catching up with them at an extremely fast rate :(
i still remember the days when my grandmum would call and nag at us, and we would just avoid her calls.
she barely talks to us now, and her voice is so weak
arghhhh i would want to go back to those days again and never to take her for granted.

but this is life,
so suck it up.

biopsy results out this wednesday :/

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