the truth never sets anyone free -- all it ever does is to say goodbye. but where was the good in goodbye? there wasn't even a proper goodbye, anyhow you weren't worth it. dispensable you were. so yes the cold hard truth that you indirectly sent from thousands of miles away slaps me in my face and tells me that i too am dispensable and forgettable.
&^%$#$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^&*
i seem to be perpetually in this state of despondency. cannot pull myself out of it. and neither do i want to i realised. seriously drowning in buckets of cynicism and pessimism. i can feel people slipping away slowly since i fail to treasure them, but it's hard keeping them close when all i do is give off that vibe.
so maybe one day, we'll find happiness, from the depths of our sorrow.
school is depressing.
i am lost in lectures. i am not interested in whatever im studying. i play dragonvale/templerun/facebook/tumblr in lectures not cos im falling asleep and need something to keep me awake but i just dont feel like paying attention at all. so freaking screwed up now 7 more semesters to go???
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