You know what it's like getting up every morning feeling hopeless, feeling like the love of your life is waking up with the wrong person? But, at the same time, hoping that she still finds happiness, even if it's never going to be with you?
Hitch (2005)
The past week was spent largely in school trying to catch up on maths webcasts. The lecturer is finishing the third chapter of maths and I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE WEBCAST FOR THE FIRST CHAPTER. Destined to be Bell-Curve-Supporter for mid terms.
Talked a lot to MH about my bitterness and I feel like a sore loser HAHAHAH. I had to keep reminding him that I'm smarter than XX to make myself feel better. Even though I'm at the bottom in NUS, at least he should give me some credit for being smarter than XX (Y) Motivatedgirl92 when I think about it ^^
Woke up epic-ly LATE for school on Thursday. Slept at 6am on Wednesday and planned to go for Maths tutorial at 9. Woke up at 0945. EG1413 was at 10am FML. Class participation points confirm will get deducted some way or another. I was at a loss cos I checked my phone and saw Toon's string of SMSes about helping him and kp mark their attendance for maths tutorial (since they think I will confirm go) then I called him and he cancelled my call :( Cos he went for class in the end. Called Gary and he was super calm about it HAHAHA even though I was freaking out already. Cabbed to school and reached class 30 minutes late. It was so embarrassing and I was damn nervous :/ Hope this won't happen again OMG. The tutor didn't seem mad BUT my friends and I have always been going for his class slightly later than the rest, which means his impression of me is like uhhh worser already.
Then during ACC tutorial I found out I forgot to tick my attendance for the first tutorial. I wrote my handphone number down but forgot to mark my attendance. OMG blurshit92 damnit. Thankfully all was well HAHAH i got it marked in the end.
Sad story of my life.
Yea that was the main point of this post HAHAHA.
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