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get me away from here, i'm dying

Here on my own now after hours
Here on my own now on a bus
Think of it this way

You could either be successful or be us

With our winning smiles, and us
With our catchy tunes and words
Now we're photogenic
You know, we don't stand a chance


Oh, I'll settle down with some old story
About a boy who's just like me
Thought there was love in everything and everyone
You're so naive!

They always reach a sorry ending
They always get it in the end
Still it was worth it as I turned the pages solemnly, and then

With a winning smile, the poor boy
With naivety succeeds
At the final moment, I cried
I always cry at endings


Oh, that wasn't what I meant to say at all
From where I'm sitting, rain
Falling against the lonely tenement
Has set my mind to wander

Into the windows of my lovers
They never know unless I write
"This is no declaration,

I just thought I'd let you know goodbye"

Said the hero in the story
"It is mightier than swords
I could kill you sure
But I could only make you cry with these words"


Timecheck: 0419

Have to get my ass off the bed by 9am tmr and be bright alert chirpy happy just to please my dad. Need to get into his good books so that he will let me off early tonight to go roam the streets of Orchard Road with awesomeeeeeee people hehehehe and hopefully watch people caroling (at 10pm hurhur unlikelyyy).

Should not have woken up at 3pm today! But the sleep from 5ish am-3pm was SHIOK cos it was raining and no one bothered to close my room windows for me (! forever_unloved LOLOL). The whole freaking world angst me today wtf. First my dad omg why does it even bother him when i wake up at 3 and he happened to have taken leave today wtsss. Then my sis. FOR NO REASON ALSO?!

Still want to sleep foreva!!!

School is starting & I am not happy with modules registration COS CORS IS STILL SO FOREIGN TO ME HAHAHAHA.

I solemnly vow to work hard AND PULL CAP UP. The likelihood (& high possibility) of graduating with no honours scares the shitzzz out of me wtf. Cutting off contact with people who make me go wonky is the way to go. Go go eli! HAHAHAHA YES I NEED TO STOP EMO-ING OVER STUPID SHITZZZ WHEN SCHOOL STARTS.

I also want to eat foreva hahahahahaha.

Trolling hungrygowhere.com now omg glutton much!!!

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