the truth is... i lied about everything.

your disposition is not reason for your attitude.

Saturday was awesomeeeeeeeeee ^^ Haven't felt like this for a super long time.

♥ the feeling of liberation after stressing over a 10% quiz for the entire week. (higher expectations=greater stress levels when every % matters) Feels damn good hahahahah i must admit when things go your way~

Brunch after that with T, S, G and K ^^ Holy cow I could've died of embarrassment omg T was such a traitor.

Class dinner after that at crystal jade XLB! Heheheh so hairpee to see familiar faces again :D

Stupid Bon asked us how much weight we put on damnit! HAHAHAHA BenLow caught him flirting with Sihui and replayed his classic line of asking Sihui to sit next to him. HE HAS NEVER CHANGED OMG.

PCY the ah beng and LSE wannabe is now termed... the ugliest guy in 6M HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Bon is still as ghey as ever omg he is leeching off gays who have a crush on him in army.

WANTED TO WATCH DREAM HOUSE BUT THE MOVIE TIMINGS WERE SO BAD SIGHHHHHHH. I SHALL BE A LONER AND WATCH IT BY MYSELF AT HOME :(

Circle-lined home with the army boyzzzzz lol i was so lost in their army talk. LIKE REALLY LOST. Except for the part when YW was talking about how BMT sucked because of the random guys there who look like they come from the "school of the stupid". He was cursing non-stop likka retardddddd -.-

ANYWAY THE BIGGEST SURPRISE WAS US FINDING OUT THAT THERE'S A SECOND CLASS COUPLE. SO CUTE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. BUT SO SNEAKY AH CHARLOTTE NG!!! WHAT IS THIS WE WERE PW GROUPMATES OKAY HOW COME JX KNOWS AND I DONT KNOW ANYTHING?!?!?! Found out later that it was since so freaking long ago and NO ONE COULD TELL DURING RESULTS DAY AND CLASS GATHERINGS!!! SERIOUSLY TOO SNEAKY ALREADY (Y)

Next class couple might be TF and YW hahahaha got chemistry already yozzzzz. Tf you can give YW a lethal injection if he pisses you off heheheh.

Was damn shagged after reaching home and forgot that I was supposed to meet G later that night :/ owellz sleep is important AHAHAHAHAHAH.

*****

You pray to God, don't know when
But you feel the current pull you in

Try to keep your head above water
It's never been harder
Even when it feels hopeless
You're gonna get through this
Head above water, gotta fight from going under
Even when it feels useless to wish
You're gonna get through this

He's miles away, changed his number to a random sequence of numbers that I don't bother saving in my contact list already (yesyesyes it's a sign im moving on :) ) but the pain still leaves behind a scattered pile of mess. I used to think that it would only emotionally torture me, and not affect the way I think and communicate at all. I was so wrong. It's like the pain has changed me. Trust issues. Fyeah.

Feels like Im threading the fine line between the truth and the lies.

Not that it matters anymore hahahahah. Truth be told, they were white lies.

*****

I solemnly swear im turning asexual but it's not fun being alone HAHAHAHAHA. Michelleeeeeee! WANT TO JOIN ME? ^^