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HORRID WEEK.

Woke up late today, and I still feel the sting of the pain.
But I brushed my teeth anyway,
Got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face.
I got a little bit stronger.

Riding in the car to work, and I'm trying to ignore the hurt.
So I turned on the radio,
Stupid song made me think of you,
I listened to it for minute, but I changed it.
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger.

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around.

I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

Doesn't happen over night,
But you turn around and a months gone by,
And you realize you haven't cried.
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer.
I'm busy getting stronger.

*****

Screwed up CS Mini PE. BOTH MY PROGRAMS COULDN'T EFFING COMPILE (*&^%$#$%^&*(

Lagging behind for tutorials.

E-learning week for science (3 out of 5 mods this sem). It's Friday and I haven't watched a single Webcast, neither have I gone through the so-called "e-learning notes".

Damn careless for Physics midterms bleagh.

But tyco-ed through CS midterms. Wasn't sure of my answers for all 10 questions. A lot of guesswork involved. Freaking scary majority of students got 9/10 wtf. Median score was 7/10.

*****

Too complicated. Saying one thing, but meaning the other. Don't know what I want either. Will get emotionally tortured one way or the other. Will go ^^ when he initiates conv on whatsapp, but :'( when seeing his less-than-two-lines reply.
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