You think that I'm insane.School has been mad crazy. I shouldn't be complaining so much about the travelling time since my dad has been driving me to and fro school everyday. It's just that the course is too boring and dry. WTH learning physics in depth is plain boring. Forces, dynamics, moments... argh.
Not looking forward to this week. Physics IE lab (hope I get a nice lab partner who speaks english omg), prog sit in lab, statics quiz (!!!).
Damn tired with all the online tutorials. New tutorial released every week, am trying to finish it by that week when it's released but so far it has been ultimate fail TSK WHY SO STEWWWWPID ELIZABETH.
Stats lectures are pretty pointless esp when we sit at the back. T and K are in their own world, leaving A and I alone -.- A and I end up talking the whole time through the 1h20min (instead of 2h) lecture hahahah. Like from him threading his eyebrows (first guy whom i know who actually tidies his brows LOL) and recommending good places with reasonable pricing to staying in hall/residence next sem. We're both in the same situation cos we don't have proper ccas so most probably ending up in PGP. Boring mugger place but with good company, everything should be okay~
Seriously dread MONDAYS. 7 hours straight of lectures and tutorials and Im damn moody cos it's lectures that I cannot catch. Like statics and programming. But I sat next to G in the last lecture and he was super nice lol he kept asking me if I understood what the lecturer explained. Smartasssssss I cleared all my doubts during that lecture yay! :D COMPRESSION AND TENSION ARROW DIRECTIONS DONT BOTHER ME ANYMORE PLEASE.
Got a new laptop during the weekend. Parents and brother got it for me HAHAHA and I only told them it had to be minimum i7 processor, 4GB RAM and MUST BE LIGHT. I tried switching it on just now and am convinced I was supposed to be born in the stone age. Didn't know how to connect to internet (where is the wireless switch?!?!?!), kept getting spammed with registering software online, antivirus shitzzzzz and warranty??? Now i need help with finding out how to change my ink cartridge for the printer in my room. First time it ran out of ink and Im new to it ARGH. Was fretting out over not knowing which type of ink cartridge to insert in but I dont even know how to remove the old cartridge &^%$#$%^& WHY CANNOT GET SAME PRINTERS FOR THE WHOLE HOUSE AHHHHHH.
I don't know what I want after all. Think M knows me best lol. I haven't gotten over anything and you're still living within me. Felt so lost when you suddenly messaged and it hurt, knowing how everything we say is succint, to the point and polite. It's still so hard to forget everything when I still visit places where we hang out at so often then.
Questioning myself over issues will only lead to dead ends cos I know both paths are not open to me. Gonna stay anti-social forever in uni tgt w M. Yeaaaaaaa cos talking will only make me sadder :(
Saw you sitting all alone
You're fragile and you're cold, but that's all right
Life these days is getting rough
They've knocked you down and beat you up
But it's just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah
It's not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
Edit: I WILL STILL TALK TO M ALOT COS WE HAVE SO MUCH TO SHARE REGARDING EC(s) <3 More like I give way too much input and she absorbs them. Though she insists that her opinions on cute or not cute don't really matter hahahahaha.
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