1) There was still this tinge of sourness, sadness and regret when I clicked that 'confirm' button on the JA page. I was still hesitating even at that point :(
2) That email from C was totally unexpected. I borrowed The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho which he recc and I'm still reading it now. I feel like I'm still fumbling around, my choices are limited by a lot of factors and the story revolves around one's 'destiny' and 'dreams' and moving towards it. But why are there so many hurdles along the way??? :( Even my 16 year-old brother is keenly foll0wing his childhood dreams of becoming a pilot. He has his plans all set out for himself, SYFC, Air Force... For once he seems more matured and determined than me. I'm still moping around at home, reading a lot on ME and forcing myself to think along the lines of, "yes that's what i want".
3) Dislike the family dentist that I'm visiting now (omg I want to boycott him). My mum went to tell him I was rejected by XX and he was still blatantly boasting about his son's achievements. Argh I wanted to to tell him to shut up damnit but he had his tools in my mouth so I couldn't talk.
4) Found out that I'm still so insecure despite the 2 years together. There's too much uncertainty in the future... :'(
2) That email from C was totally unexpected. I borrowed The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho which he recc and I'm still reading it now. I feel like I'm still fumbling around, my choices are limited by a lot of factors and the story revolves around one's 'destiny' and 'dreams' and moving towards it. But why are there so many hurdles along the way??? :( Even my 16 year-old brother is keenly foll0wing his childhood dreams of becoming a pilot. He has his plans all set out for himself, SYFC, Air Force... For once he seems more matured and determined than me. I'm still moping around at home, reading a lot on ME and forcing myself to think along the lines of, "yes that's what i want".
3) Dislike the family dentist that I'm visiting now (omg I want to boycott him). My mum went to tell him I was rejected by XX and he was still blatantly boasting about his son's achievements. Argh I wanted to to tell him to shut up damnit but he had his tools in my mouth so I couldn't talk.
4) Found out that I'm still so insecure despite the 2 years together. There's too much uncertainty in the future... :'(
陶喆
我们的故事ye…… oh……
在你左右还要多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
yeah…….
握紧的手不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃国为有一天缘份会继续
一定会继续
我知道你寂寞
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获
你愿意再耐心等候
yeah……..
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃国为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完
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