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dirty smelly welly

okay i just typed a long post on my dirty dust ants, caterpillar (!!!) infested room, and certain annoying classmates with a zilch level of eq but it all got mysteriously deleted. Just as well, cos it's so angsty anw!

On a side note, my ah ma started working again! It's at this coffee shop near her place but it's so tiring :( she has to clear and wash the glass cups, no longer the make coffee job cos she has no strength to carry that huge pot of hot water alr =x

Argh idk whether to be happy for her or not, cos she chose to work herself, so that she'll stop wasting her time and money away shopping, but it pains me to know that she gets backaches at night after work :( :( :( and idk if she eats well enough during lunch cos she's so skinny and is such a fussy eater :( :( :(

Perhaps now that i know how hard it is for senior citizens to work despite their health problems, i'm much able to put myself in their shoes, better able to appreciate what the cleaners in rj have done for us. Saw this cleaner having her lunch in the canteen today, she had just this cup of tea and a small slice of bread. Argh this made of wonder why am i eating so much when i don't even need as much energy as them to last through the day.

Sigh. I hope they've got their children at home to supplement their income and show more concern for them =x

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