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FML, or not?

Life is baaaaaaaaaaaad.

I don't know, perhaps it's the way I look at things?

1. Charlotte said I had a tummy = time to exercise and start eating lesser = no more carbos. Okay I CAN DO IT, I CAN DO IT, I CAN DO IT.

2. PW is... entertaining, like today's filming session. Charlotte the lil miss nerdy, mark the buff terrorist, bon the bitchy entertainer.

3. But at the same time, all the PW heart-to-heart talk made me realize that you can't really trust people. See, I've told C this before, he didn't believe me, but the best person to trust is yourself. I just realised that there are things that people know cos they heard it from someone before, so whatever that you've confided in someone may not exactly remain confidential but the best part is that you don't know the whole thing and you spread it. The damage has already been done. Bleagh. But yet at the same time, perhaps I see a different side in people, like how X can be so vulgar but he cares so much for XX.

4. I like gummy surprises hehe

5. Sometimes, it's rly hard to get over someone. But that X/Cute Guy thing, it's just a freaking joke, I've gotten over him. And, I just think he's cute, that's all to it.

6. During Chinese today, C reminded me of that 'trapezium of trust' thing, hehe how sweet. But it broke lah cos everyone took turns to quit, and the only ones left are R, B and me T.T

7. Is it that hard to get over a crush? Lol I won't know, and probably won't know cos X was like eye candy and then in SC days, the only time I saw X was probably on Saturdays and once in a really blue moon at the MRT station.

8. Sometimes it's THAT hard to keep a relationship going. Lol B reminded me of it cos it's sweet that he cares for the girl's feelings. Freaking sweet, I would've wished C had some sense knocked into him then, whatever.

9. Confiding fully is someone is actually possible. I think BFFs are better to confide in than BFs at times. How weird, but people I actually trust the most are those whom I hardly ever meet nowadays. Sigh. S is starting school on Monday, I've not met her for 98764323456789654 days T.T

10. I'm the stupidest out of the three SC girls in class. Y actually told T that the books that I read have big (in terms of font size) words, which actually reflect my intelligence level. Promo results will most prob prove him right. I freaking need to promote.

11. Chocolate saves my mood swings. But CALORIES, FATS, CARBO!!! (Refer back to Point 1)

FML, much?

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