3rd month here and i still effing hate it here. It wasn't like that at sc, sc was like, 1st day miss primary school and for the next 4 years, it was pretty much fun, enjoyable, and yes, a fair share of stress and other problems. But it's like 1st month at rj like effing shit, 2nd month filled with activities, coming home late, and now 3rd month stress, lagging behind, don't understand lectures, that includes sucky lecturer. I want to go back to an all girls' environment, or basically, just sc dg mates. It's never the same without them around. The system here sucks, so what for a brand name school when all you get here are tutors promoting independent learning, lecture notes filled with informal speech, singlish in it, then the lecturer himself thinking everyone's smart kids who understand everything. In my opinion, sajc, hci, nj, vj's so much better. At least their notes are much better than the kind you get here. Sucks sucks sucks, no i don't need anyone to cheer me up, i've got to get over it myself. Damn should've transferred out during 1st week, 2 years here is gonna be torturous, hell load of shit you get frm certain people. Screw it.
HAH i just deactivated my FB account. One distraction down finally. Need to concentrate on my tasks at hand and deadlines to meet. Missed the SMU and NUS scholarship/application deadlines even after M reminded me of it. My bad. Bad time management + procrastination. Wondering if I made a mistake in not applying for UK/US unis, since the cost of studying med/dentistry in UK is the same as studying in Aust. The whole of the last week interning has been a test of my patience. Yes impatient patients testing the patience of an 18 year old intern who happens to have zilch experience in PR skills. I don't know how the nurses can deal with them over the phone, like they scold you over the phone and I just passed the phone to the nurse to deal with him/her and when he/she arrived for his/her appt, I glared very hard at the said person, of course being a part of the clinic means I have to give that mandatory smile so heh fake smile to the rescue~ I think i have some bipolar problem cos I can...
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