TIRED SLEEPY STRESSED :(

Can't seem to get back on track. It's been 3 months here, HOW COME I HAVEN'T TURNED MUGGER YET ZOMG? In my opinion, I think I was more hardworking back then in Sec 4. So technically, it's been 4/5 months since I last studied hard, or at least reasonably hard enough to not screw O's that badly.

School's been pretty busy, pretty much coz of CCA and how timetable REALLY sucks. There's this irrational urge, idkw, but I just want to pack J1 life with activities and then keep J2 totally free.

Tf does not watch porn. Watching guys (particularly irresistably fat guys, with cellulite bulging out of their tummies, thighs, calves and arms) dancing with their asses open to public view (and ulitmately opinion) to her, apparently =/= porn heh heh.

(TF, YOU OWE ME ONE FOR SAYING THIS <3 )

I hope TF won't ever ditch us for her baby at HCI. But nevermind, coz if she does, someone will be darn sweet (for once) and get her a farewell gift LOL.

Hope the proposal for YFC gets through the first stage. RAWRRRRRR.

APRIL 9! APRIL 9! APRIL 9! :D

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HAH i just deactivated my FB account. One distraction down finally. Need to concentrate on my tasks at hand and deadlines to meet. Missed the SMU and NUS scholarship/application deadlines even after M reminded me of it. My bad. Bad time management + procrastination. Wondering if I made a mistake in not applying for UK/US unis, since the cost of studying med/dentistry in UK is the same as studying in Aust. The whole of the last week interning has been a test of my patience. Yes impatient patients testing the patience of an 18 year old intern who happens to have zilch experience in PR skills. I don't know how the nurses can deal with them over the phone, like they scold you over the phone and I just passed the phone to the nurse to deal with him/her and when he/she arrived for his/her appt, I glared very hard at the said person, of course being a part of the clinic means I have to give that mandatory smile so heh fake smile to the rescue~ I think i have some bipolar problem cos I can...

temporary madness

DIFFERENCE Anna Kamieńska Powiedz mi jaka jest różnica między nadzieją, a oczekiwaniem bo moje serce tego nie rozumie Ciągle się rani o szkło oczekiwania ciągle się gubi we mgle nadziei… Tell me what’s the difference between hope and waiting because my heart doesn’t know It constantly cuts itself on the glass of waiting It constantly gets lost in the fog of hope Translated by Grazyna Drabik and David Curzon >:D Passing Phase. So confused lol.

safe and sound

/editted I remember tears streaming down your face When I said, I'll never let you go When all those shadows almost killed your light I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight Just close your eyes The sun is going down You'll be alright No one can hurt you now Come morning light You and I'll be safe and sound Watched The Hunger Games today after school. It was quite good! Teared when Rue died lol so sad :'( I don't usually tear when I watch movies HAHA I only remember tearing when I watched Up, Hachi and when Dhoby died in HP. Shall go read the book after exams! I'm still confused. Even after a night of thinking and shutting myself out from the world. Why so indecisive, ELIZABETH TAN. 5 freakinggg months omg. Okay not anymore.

Breathe in, breathe out.

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