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Biasness

"Few days back, YOU scolded me but you did not scold my sister everything wan blame me i'm telling you now dun think that just because i'm in a neighborhood school then u think i'm stupid so what if my two sister's are in SCGS HUH i tell u i feel like slapping your face and telling you off you know!!"

Wow. The above was a rather insightful post, except for the fact that I censored it because of the amazingly huge chunk of vulgarities splattered all over the post, so much so that it makes me want to laugh. HAHAHA.

Hmmmm, I never really thought my mum was bias. I mean, if I thought she was bias, then she would be bias towards my brother. Like how since young, whenever both my brother and I were quarrelling, I was always the one at fault.

But now, to put things in perspective, my mum has been really acting like Hitler/Stalin this few weeks, expecially towards him. But in my point of view, she's just merely overprotective of R since he's the youngest, plus she wants him to buck up on his studies. But if I were to stand in R's shoes, yes, she really was crossing the boundaries. I would also feel frustrated and agitated if my mum were to read my inbox, yell at me, confiscate my laptop (ps. i just got my laptop back -.-) and constantly question my whereabouts and who I am going out with etc.

The fact that R stressed on the difference between a neighbourhood school and SCGS was quite upsetting. I feel bad, as a sister for constantly calling him names like 'ah beng-to-be'. HAHAH. Maybe in the process I hurt his pride? But results aren't a good gauge of how smart you are. Look at the difference in our computer skills, R can fix a computer right from the start and he's like an IT freak whilst I'm just IT illiterate and the most I can do online is to check email, play games and watch dramas.

Speaking of ah bengs, the scolding-cum-advice that XX gave us today was funny. HAHAHAHA. Getting D7 for E. Math means that we can only go to a vocational institute where all the "ah bengs, ah lians and ah huis" are? And the only route to take if you have really horrible results for E. Math is to "get married"? HAHAHAH. Omg. XX is so humourous.

Tomorrow is the self-declared Double Heartbreak Day. Fancy getting back both Literature and Physics prelim papers on the same day. Sigh, one heartbreak after another.

Anyway, if only our O levels Chinese grades could be counted in prelim. Then I wouldnt have to worry so much about Physics already. I shall prepare myself mentally for a B3 B4 C5 C6 in Physics.

And at this rate, I can be prepared to go by the poly route already. ): Hohoho, on the brigher side, my report card shall be filled with an assortment of As, Bs, Cs, Ds, Es, and Fs.

COOL RIGHT! ;D

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