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RAHH. SPOILT MY DAY! DAMN! &(&*(^&%#*&^ today totally sucked ): my rents quarrelled over some bloody small matter and i had to be the middleman and in the end, i made the small kid cry :(

im feeling completely useless now. i promised to bring her out but in the end, they said i was too young to bring her out for shopping. sigh. she's six this year already la, considered quite old alr can. then when she found out she couldnt go out with me, she burst into tears and started kicking the wall. he caned and whacked her damn badly. i was so shocked. fancy a 60 year old guy whacking his 6 year old grandchild, whacking her as though he was whacking a dog. !?!? wtf. and when i saw the cane marks on her leg, i felt so bad, i mean, i promised her. sigh. i should stop making promises cos they will most prob end up like empty promises.

2 more weeks to start of school! ): sigh. im still left with 1 lit essay which i havent even started on and i think, 4 history essays. darn! i wanted to complete ALL my homework by the first week of the hols, in the end, i only completed like amath homework. spent the first two weeks not doing anything productive, cos my mum insisted on getting new wardrobe etc. wah lau. then keep going out to look at all the furniture ): and she insists that i follow her to every furniture shop which includes that courts and ikea megastore. damn it luh. i totally wasted all my time. then after that, i told my mum i wanted to eat like oreo cheesecake, soo i had to make it myself just to satisfy my cravings. not to mention her making me follow her all the way to ntuc just to get the bbq stuff for the sec 4 farewell party. wah lau. and then, i was forced to do so many errands. she kept asking me to go get dinner, lunch, then after that, go and get groceries. wtf. i very free meh. and worst of all, i had to continually tidy my table cos she wanted to change the whole layout of my room. i like the way everything of mine is messy, cos i know where my stuff are. but she decided to help me pack somemore ): so she went to pack everything of mine into this huge paper bag. wah lau. then when i came home, i was so pissed. )): rahh. sad holiday for me luh. i mean, i dont mind clearing my stuff maybe at the end of the hols when im done with all my homework, but she had to, of all time, when i was doing my homework halfway ask me to go out and get stuff. so in the end, everything's half completed. oh wells, on the positive side, i got a new wardrobe that has three locks! YAY. more privacy for me luh ((:

speaking of wardrobes, i got quite a shock today when i saw something in her wardrobe. zomg. its totally grosssss. 14-year-old trying to act like an adult huh. its just so wrong!

blah. freaking hols. i hate it so much. i think i tolerated enough and i feel like screaming at all of them now, for screwing my hols. i had to tolerate that bitch(again!), mum nagging, and that idiot's constant chanting of "stupid,stupid,stupid" whenever he sees me. wtf!!

and for hist proj, i dont mind doing the essays luh(: i mean, it seems interesting, but all my views on stalin's qualities are gonna be super negative): cos i aint in a good mood these few days.

sec 4 farewell party's on june 14 and its so hectic luh. damn ****. i hate it, like seriously. why is everyone so uncooperative? i mean the sec 2s and 3s and sec 4s are okay(: oh wells, other than the one who daoed me on msn): the new committee's gonna be announced soon. ): rah. i think i'll lose my position... )):

346 days. no room for regrets cos you're gone forever and ever.

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