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FUCK

oh fuck!

im so bloody pissed with myself.

bloody math. all the damn careless mistakes.

sickening science. i failed my chem and bio section. what the fuck. i studied the most for this fucking subject! like a few days before the paper?! and in the end, i scored amongst the lowest for that fucking paper. fuck.

and tmr. i aint looking forward to tmr. can i just pon tmr and get someone to tell me just my geog marks? i fucking do not want to know my history, chinese or english marks.

i seriously need to lower my fucking expectations of myself. i still cant get over that fucking grade. catching naps dont help either. i get nightmares in my naps. i dreamt i got like a fucking 57 for that damn history. well, at least i passed. but still, i will be pissed with myself. oh fuck it. can everything just end?

AND i do not need you to rub it in. im fucking pissed and annoyed with myself. i know im lousier than you. stop comparing my fucking grade for math with my last year's grade.

i am and i want to find something to distract me from all that fucking grades. napping wont help. i need television. i shall go borrow more tvb from shufen. perhaps that will distract me. damn it. i dont want to think anymore about what happened today.

sorry but i aint in a very good mood today.

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