JAUNTY'S GONE!
give him a moment of silence please.
i watched him die
there was nothing i could do
he just got too sick, but he refused to die, right to the point of his death
and i was just crying and crying and crying really badly
i was at macs with brigitte and yilin
then quickly rushed home
then i saw his frail body, but his breathing was still very weak
jaunty died a slow painful death
i am so sorry jaunty
i should have put you to sleep last week at the vets
i am so sorry for being so selfish
i should have let you die a painless death
i am sorry
its my fault
jaunty just stayed on
i think his soul was still lingering around when he died
i dont know
but i sensed it
though he was just a small little hamster
all skin and bones when he died
there was just this eerie silence when he died
i stopped wailing
but it was really slow
i stared at him for about ten minutes
his eyes were still wide open
i patted him, telling him to go
he just looked too weak
and i wanted to end his suffering
i expected his death since last week
it was as though he would go anytime
and then this morning
before my bro went for camp
jaunty wasnt even moving
he went out of his little house and waited for food
and he seemed to have difficulty moving
then i was just so so so sad
i went back to my room and cried
asking myself why he had such a tough life
having to survive as a three legged hamster
with just three legs
he was such a strong hamster
though he had difficulty eating
he still hopped around in the morning
then just yesterday
i was still playing with him
he refused to let go of my hand
and i brought him out onto the floor to run about
but he would stop occasionally because his arm was pain
yea,and i saw his wound
it was filled with pus
poor jaunty!
he was simply too brave to bear with the pain whilst my dad applied the cream on his wound
i saw his look when he died
it was tooo saddening
his eyes looked so frail
and he refused to close his eyes
till now,even though he's dead,his eyes are still partially open
i wailed when his heartbeat was going to stop
i could sense it
then it totally stopped
i stopped wailing and yea, i saw him closely
oh you brave jaunty!
unlike mickey's death
i accepted jaunty's death
jaunty died graciously
we witnessed his death
my mum and i
i dont know how to describe it
but he was unwilling to die
even yesterday
i think he knew that he was going to die
so he just kept clinging on to me
and onviously
i could also sense his impending death
and i also played with him
i knew he died perhaps without regrets?
cos at least he had his fun the day before his death
but i still cant help blaming myself for both mickey and jaunty's death
i should have treasured them much more
much much more
but it was too late
when i saw both their frail bodies
i just burst out crying
and jaunty died rather unwillingly
but mickey died peacefully
jaunty died bacause of the pain
i think the bacteria in his dead paw spread to the rest of his body
so he was rather immobile
oh man
i cant help but recall the times i spent with both of them
its just so sad
oh wells
jaunty!
i have accepted that dying was the only way out of suffering and pain for jaunty
dying was a relief for jaunty
i shouldnt be selfish
he could have lived so much longer
if not for that injury
and i am responsible for that injury
arh
i am sorry jaunty!
much as you wanted to have fun in your life,
your life was short-lived
because of me
i am sorry
"jaunty - having a cheerful, lively, and self-confident air"
www.dictionary.com
its true of jaunty
he was ever so active and agile and playful
right up till his death.
i dont know how my bro is going to accept jaunty's death
since he isnt back from camp yet
and he had a hard time accepting mickey's death too
oh no
if only i could reverse history
and stop frisky from attacking jaunty
then jaunty would not have to lose his leg
and he would lead a long long happy life
i am sorry
28TH SEPTEMBER 2006;
4TH SEPTEMBER 2006
i will remember these two dates forever and ever
rest in peace mickey and jaunty!
though you both died on different dates.
sigh.
i need to accept fate
and i need to get over mickey's death
its still hard to get over his death
it was just so sudden
you left us without giving us any sign
why?
i am sorry mickey
for neglecting you in many ways
i did not treasure you
i am sorry
i took you for granted
but you will forever be my favourite hamster
the fat and greedy hamster
arh.
it sounds depressing
goodbye jaunty:''''(
give him a moment of silence please.
i watched him die
there was nothing i could do
he just got too sick, but he refused to die, right to the point of his death
and i was just crying and crying and crying really badly
i was at macs with brigitte and yilin
then quickly rushed home
then i saw his frail body, but his breathing was still very weak
jaunty died a slow painful death
i am so sorry jaunty
i should have put you to sleep last week at the vets
i am so sorry for being so selfish
i should have let you die a painless death
i am sorry
its my fault
jaunty just stayed on
i think his soul was still lingering around when he died
i dont know
but i sensed it
though he was just a small little hamster
all skin and bones when he died
there was just this eerie silence when he died
i stopped wailing
but it was really slow
i stared at him for about ten minutes
his eyes were still wide open
i patted him, telling him to go
he just looked too weak
and i wanted to end his suffering
i expected his death since last week
it was as though he would go anytime
and then this morning
before my bro went for camp
jaunty wasnt even moving
he went out of his little house and waited for food
and he seemed to have difficulty moving
then i was just so so so sad
i went back to my room and cried
asking myself why he had such a tough life
having to survive as a three legged hamster
with just three legs
he was such a strong hamster
though he had difficulty eating
he still hopped around in the morning
then just yesterday
i was still playing with him
he refused to let go of my hand
and i brought him out onto the floor to run about
but he would stop occasionally because his arm was pain
yea,and i saw his wound
it was filled with pus
poor jaunty!
he was simply too brave to bear with the pain whilst my dad applied the cream on his wound
i saw his look when he died
it was tooo saddening
his eyes looked so frail
and he refused to close his eyes
till now,even though he's dead,his eyes are still partially open
i wailed when his heartbeat was going to stop
i could sense it
then it totally stopped
i stopped wailing and yea, i saw him closely
oh you brave jaunty!
unlike mickey's death
i accepted jaunty's death
jaunty died graciously
we witnessed his death
my mum and i
i dont know how to describe it
but he was unwilling to die
even yesterday
i think he knew that he was going to die
so he just kept clinging on to me
and onviously
i could also sense his impending death
and i also played with him
i knew he died perhaps without regrets?
cos at least he had his fun the day before his death
but i still cant help blaming myself for both mickey and jaunty's death
i should have treasured them much more
much much more
but it was too late
when i saw both their frail bodies
i just burst out crying
and jaunty died rather unwillingly
but mickey died peacefully
jaunty died bacause of the pain
i think the bacteria in his dead paw spread to the rest of his body
so he was rather immobile
oh man
i cant help but recall the times i spent with both of them
its just so sad
oh wells
jaunty!
i have accepted that dying was the only way out of suffering and pain for jaunty
dying was a relief for jaunty
i shouldnt be selfish
he could have lived so much longer
if not for that injury
and i am responsible for that injury
arh
i am sorry jaunty!
much as you wanted to have fun in your life,
your life was short-lived
because of me
i am sorry
"jaunty - having a cheerful, lively, and self-confident air"
www.dictionary.com
its true of jaunty
he was ever so active and agile and playful
right up till his death.
i dont know how my bro is going to accept jaunty's death
since he isnt back from camp yet
and he had a hard time accepting mickey's death too
oh no
if only i could reverse history
and stop frisky from attacking jaunty
then jaunty would not have to lose his leg
and he would lead a long long happy life
i am sorry
28TH SEPTEMBER 2006;
4TH SEPTEMBER 2006
i will remember these two dates forever and ever
rest in peace mickey and jaunty!
though you both died on different dates.
sigh.
i need to accept fate
and i need to get over mickey's death
its still hard to get over his death
it was just so sudden
you left us without giving us any sign
why?
i am sorry mickey
for neglecting you in many ways
i did not treasure you
i am sorry
i took you for granted
but you will forever be my favourite hamster
the fat and greedy hamster
arh.
it sounds depressing
goodbye jaunty:''''(
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